ellie 18 she/her uk
this is my blog for gifs! my main is @soukeyed
mainly focusing on kpop, tennis, figure skating + maybe more

tennis since ...

    players i like ben shelton, carlos alcaraz, rafael nadal, roger federer, jasmine paolini, jannik sinner, iga swiatek, naomi osaka, coco gauff, daria kasatkina + others
    i don't make a habit of posting about players i don't like but i'm not a huge fan of djokovic tsitsipas or rublev. zverat fans can gtfo though

    kpop since ...

      ults nmixx jiwoo, kiss of life haneul, le sserafim yunjin, shinee taemin/key, dreamcatcher dami/yoohyeon, clc seunghee/yeeun, red velvet seulgi, loona/artms heejin
      other groups i like f(x), blackpink, twice, ichillin, xg, chungha, sunmi, itzy, aespa, vcha, rescene, illit, newjeans, fromis_9

      other (non kpop) artists i like gorillaz, kid kapichi, don broco, fontaines dc, sad night dynamite, blur, billie eilish, boa, mitski, declan mckenna, bad suns, eden, placebo, the scary jokes

      this page is a perpetual wip! i like dumping quotes from any recent poetry collections/books i've read here <3rien ne va plus, margarita karapanou
        And so hate and pleasure became one. And I, nothing at all.
        The game starts again from the beginning. The end is always another beginning. / This nightmare of eternity in time, this is our fate.
        The thing I fear most is stillness, silence. I want permanent marks, life. What’s love for you?
        You wanted everything to remain untouched, paradise to be paradise, and me an angel.      night sky with exit wounds + time is a mother, ocean vuong
        But to live like a bullet, to touch people with such intention. To be born going one way, toward everything alive. To walk into the world you never asked for and choose a place where your wanting ends—which part of war do we owe this knowledge?
        I know, we’ve been growing further apart, unhappy but half full. That clearing snow and baking bread will not fix this. I know, too, as I reach across the table to brush the leftover ice from your beard, that it’s already water. It’s nothing, you say, laughing for the first time in weeks. It’s really nothing. And I believe you. I shouldn’t, but I do.
        I dreamed I walked barefoot all the way to your house in the snow. Everything was the blue of smudged ink and you were still alive. There was even a light the shade of sunrise inside your window.

      congratulations, you have reached the end! have this photo of rafa nadal in asda as a reward

      figure skating since ...

        skaters i like wakaba higuchi, yuzuru hanyu, junhwan cha, kazuki tomono, evgenia medvedeva, kaori sakamoto, kimmy repond, ivett toth, donovan carrilo, roman sadovsky
        i don't really keep up with figure skating anymore but i do still love it dearly! these days i mostly just keep up with team japan and yuzu especially. <3